You got my heartbeat running away beating like a drum and it's coming your way.

Wait for the boy that would do anything to be your everything.

The first time I saw you, I'd never thought we would be this close. Until, one day, you became really special to me. I just wanna let you know that I'm missing you right now. It's been weeks since we talked. You were the only one who floods my inbox, talks to me 'til midnight, checks me up if i'm okay, surprises me just to say 'I miss you' and makes me feel special. Thank you for doing stuffs like that. You inspire me, seriously. There is something about you that made me fall for you. You're the sweetest guy I've known. You make my heart beat faster. You flirt with me, you make me smile, you cheer me up when I'm down and you never let the conversation end. You know I'm weird but you try to understand me in the best way you can. You made me feel really special. I thought I will never love again but, then you make me realize that not all guys are the same. That after what my past did to me, i have to open my heart to someone who deserves it. You let me realize that my emotions should not devour my mind. You don't need to tell me that I should also think about you 'cause i do...everyday. You keep on running in my mind. You were the first person I think of when I wake up and even when I fall asleep. You never left my mind. I hate you! You make me over think about you. I don't want to fall for you harder but you're letting me. :'(

*maybe i should let you go now before it's too late. :)

Future Boyfriend

Dear Future Boyfriend, 


This is not a letter for Mr. Perfect but for Mr. Right.
                 I've met the nice and coolest guys out there but there's something about you that keep me waiting. I want someone who I can call mine, and I want you to be that someone. I love reading/hearing messages from you saying you love me. I love the way you say my name, how your voice became my soundtrack. You strum my heart all the way to yours. I love reading good morning messages from you when I wake up and good night messages before I go to sleep.You don't need to be 'gwapo', famous or rich just to have me. I'm not looking for Mr. Perfect but, I'm looking for Mr. Right. I only want you to be you. I already like you. I like you just the way you are, the way you smile just because of me, the way you dress, the way you talk, the way you act when you're with me. I love the way you surprise me everyday. I want to hold your hand, even if it gets sweaty and I want you to hold mine even when you are with your friends, waste Friday nights watching movies with you. I like the way I feel when you look at me, kiss me in the forehead. Forehead kisses are the sweetest thing a guy can give. I like the way you make me 'kilig' and when you make 'lambing' when my mood swings, how you make me feel special, how you take care of me when i'm sick or even when i'm not. I love the way you make my day through making me smile, laugh, or cheer me up when i'm in a bad mood or down. I love the way you laugh at my jokes even when it gets corny. How you say you love me and miss me. I want you to be supportive in all the things I do. I also want you to treat my parents how you treat yours. You don't need to send, buy or give me material things just to please me. I just want your truthfulness and sincerity. I know you exist. I know you're out there waiting for me and i'm looking forward to meet and love you. I know you'll prove to me that you're worth the wait. See you real soon.




Your Future Girlfriend,
Laverne Audrey Cablay