TwitterBirds ��

"Twitter is an online social networking service and microblogging service that enables its users to send and read text-based posts of up to 140 characters, known as "tweets" ". -Wikipedia

I've been a Twitter user since May 28 2009. My tweets reached 23k++ because of my Tumblr reblogs way back when Twitter wasn't that noisy. I got more followers the day I connected my Twitter to Facebook. Okay, there's nothing special about that. Haha! I talk to random people who mention me or tweet me. I get to tweet random stuffs according to my mood. Sometimes, I bring Twitter with me through using tweetitow and tweet wherever I go. Twitter just makes me happy, I don't know why. Random people follow and unfollow me. It doesn't matter who unfollows me, It's my followers who are important. :) Twitter has always been my 'bestest' friend. He's always there to listen to me through my ups and downs.

After years of using Twitter, I met or actually talked to someone 'daily' whom I haven't seen yet. He's in the same school as I am now. We've been in the same room during our Math class before (that was according to him). I haven't recognize him in that class (I'm introvert. Haha! kidding). He knows me and I don't. I'm not that talkative in person, I just blurt what's inside me through these screens. People who follows us can see our mentions to each other. Long talks came our way, followers get to notice us and that's the start of our 'kulitan'. Half of his friends are my friends too. They teases us whenever they see us mentioning each other on twitter.

Months later, we planned to hang out so that we can have the chance to get to know each other well personally. We sometimes spend our breaks together in school. Feelings started to be mutual. We started to treat each other special. This is our second month of being 'special' friends. We both have the same interest, we can jive to each other's attitude. There's nothing I can wish for aside from him being always there for me and waiting for me.

There are some times that we misunderstood each other, but we still avoid to end the day without talking about it. We admit that we can't stay mad at each other. I feel safe and comfortable knowing he's always there for me. He always checks me up if I'm okay. He never fails to make me 'kilig'. I don't care If I look stupid because of nothing, it's just that he always makes me smile with just a simple message. Goodmorning and Goodnight messages are my most favorite text from him that I never fail to receive. It makes me feel that I'm the first person he thinks of in the morning and the last at night.There are three things that makes me happy when I'm with him. First, He grabs my hand in public. That's just another way of making him say that he's proud of having me. Second, he looks at me in the eyes and just smile. It makes me feel that I'm the apple of his eyes. He makes me feel that I'm beautiful. :) Lastly, Forehead kisses. For me, it's the sweetest thing that a guy can give. Forehead kisses shows that you're faithful and sincere to your partner. It will make her melt. 

There comes a time that I have negative thoughts about him. Having doubts about him, or what he can do sooner or later. But, he just gave me an answer that I'm proud of. Being contented and lucky to have me. No words can express how I'm glad and lucky to have him. I don't want him to go. I don't want him to give up on me. I just want him to stay and wait for the right and perfect time for us. I can see our future in him. How he plan things with me. How he wants me to be his. I can't explain how I'm happy right now.

Sorry for making you mad always. Sorry because I'm weak. Sorry because I'm scared. Sorry for the doubts. Sorry for not putting too much effort. Thank you for always being there. Thank you for loving me unconditionally. Thank you for understanding me. Thank you for being faithful. Thank you for making me feel special. Thank you for the support you're giving me. Thank you for waiting. Thank you for planning your future with me. Thank you for everything!

*I know this isn't the right time yet, but.....

I hope you are the right one for me!

Because...

 I love you. I love you forever and always. I love you through thick and thin. I love you to infinity and beyond. I love you more than you'll ever know. I love you with all my heart. I'll love you no matter what life bring us. :)